Going to Ghe2o Gothik last week reminded me of how much I love going out. Although I have about 80 social anxieties, and those anxieties have anxieties, one of the few times I don’t feel self-conscious is when I’m lost in a song in the middle of a dance floor. I haven’t been going out much recently, not nearly as much as I used to, and I want to change that. I want to be the guy I was in 2010, the guy who didn’t let a week go by without dancing half the night away somewhere. If I can get only one thing from therapy it’s that I want to enjoy life more and not talk myself out of going out.